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55 Steps 

It’s not difficult to find people sharing horror stories about receiving treatment in a psychiatric ward. People mainly complain that they lack privacy and freedom, and they feel a loss of respect in the ward, which makes their conditions even worse. Someone told me that she wanted to erase the painful experience and would never want to return to the ward. I could see that she functions normally and participates in community activities like everyone else, but she simply is not able to hold a job. When we went out fundraising for a non-profit organization on a Saturday morning, she worked harder than we did and raised a good amount of money from people on the street.

A few days ago, I came across the movie “55 Steps,” but the opening scene was so disturbing to me that I found it painful and hurtful to continue watching. Instead, I did some research online to learn about the true story behind it.

The movie touches on an important topic: “patient-informed consent.” Do we ask for information about the pros and cons of a treatment or medication before deciding whether to proceed? A cancer patient can choose whether or not to undergo chemotherapy. Should psychiatric patients, if admitted voluntarily, have the right to informed consent and the choice of which medications they receive?

Eleanor Riese was diagnosed with schizophrenia in her 20s and was admitted to the hospital as a voluntary patient for her mental health issues. The opening scene depicts her struggle with healthcare workers attempting to restrain her and administer medication via injection, which she refused. Her body trembled under the effects of the powerful psychiatric drugs. The treatment demonstrated that the facility did not respect patients’ preferences, and the approach appeared to be forceful.

This incident occurred merely 30+ years ago. Psychiatric patients are not devoid of feelings; they are highly sensitive and particularly vulnerable to the negative impacts of their surroundings. Eleanor could hardly bear the treatment and reached out to a human rights lawyer, Colette Hughes. She decided to challenge the healthcare protocol by filing a lawsuit.

Thanks to Eleanor, she made dedicated efforts to fight for the basic right to informed consent and the ability to refuse psychiatric medication in the absence of an emergency. She managed to push the system to evolve based on her own experiences. Sadly, it was too late to reverse the damage caused by the side effects of the psychiatric medication, and she died at the age of 47 in 1991.

loveyourlife
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Love Your Life

Have I ever truly asked myself, “Do I love my life?” I think I have not. I often choose bread over love, as it provides me with a comforting sense of security. The feeling of love brings immense joy and happiness, yet it is accompanied by the potential for deep sadness when a relationship crumbles.

I was taken aback by a reality program featuring two strangers who marry without ever meeting or knowing anything about each other beforehand. They encounter one another for the first time while walking down the aisle. It seems absolutely absurd.

Sophie Kinsella’s book Love Your Life paints a captivating scenario where a man and a woman fall in love without knowing each other’s names or backgrounds, relying solely on their interaction and chemistry. In contrast to this romantic ideal, they soon realize that their lives exist on entirely “separate continents”, and they grapple with the challenge of making their relationship work.

What I find particularly enchanting is how Sophie depicts her characters as wonderfully eccentric individuals who bravely follow their hearts in their quest to build a connection. It’s reminiscent of trying to mix water and oil; how can such opposing elements ever blend harmoniously? Clearly, they are not perfect. They are not living the lives they aspire to have. To some extent, many of us find ourselves in similar predicaments for a multitude of reasons. We are all imperfect beings.

I am profoundly moved by their honesty with one another, and I admire how they take the time to reflect on their actions and strive for change. Such moments of introspection are often rare in many relationships.

Just as oil and water can create a beautiful dish when combined thoughtfully, so too can a perfect dough be crafted for baking exquisite bread.

It’s truly a stroke of genius to narrate this story without coming across as preachy. The tone is light-hearted and humorous, making for an enjoyable read that I savored last week.

On a more somber note, I was saddened to learn that the author, Sophie, has been diagnosed with a brain tumor. I sincerely hope I still have the opportunity to relish her future works.

Wishing her good health and strength!